~Memories~

Anyone of us or someone with us now...
Everything....
One day.. it will be a memories ..

~Sadness~

One day, love will go... 
Leaving millions of regret for not spry enough to hold him/her to stay here

~First Love~

Whoever we are, we had someone that we love secretly. when remember that person, we feel tightness in the chest. But we continue to like it. Although i don't know where he is now, "how are you?" but it was he who made me  like this.
    #A little thing called Love..

.......

If you quarrel with others, it will leave scar. You can stick a knife in his/her back and pulling it back, but will leave scar. No matter how many times you apologize or regret, still wound is still there.
Friends are rare jewels. They make you laugh and give you encouragement. They're willing to listen if that's what you need. they support and open up your hurt.
      Show to your friends ! How you like them very much !! =)

~ My Heart Shaken Up ~

I can't afford to forget you, honestly I desperately miss you. But I realize we're not together anymore like before. Here I feel you've changed, perhaps because of that incident, you become like this. if you knew .... I wasn't so. I tried to explain it but you ignored it,,
And now, i heard that there you find your happiness...  
~Congratulation For You!!

~Good Bye~

My broken heart like a wave, my shaken heart like a wind, my heart like a smoke, and it can't be removed like a tatto. . i spend long nights by my self, erasing my thoughts a thousand times. I thought i wouldn't be able to live even one day without you because you don't answer anything as i cry out "i miss you". I hope for a vain expectation. but now it's useless !

What is it about that person next to you, did she make you happy ?.
Dear, can you even see me, did you forget completely ? 
Well, i just wanna say : always be happy with her, so i won't ever get a different mind, even smallest regret won't be left out. Please live well as if i should feel jealous. You should always be like that and always smile as if nothing happen….

           Oh boy.. you’re my all…. Say goodbye.... bye....

Why Does It Hurt So Much ?

Why didn’t you tell me that there was someone else by your side ? …………

I was the one being in the way, standing between you and her. it’d hurt me so much. Didn’t you know ? your cruelty devastated me. Only that sad phrase has been struck to my throat like a thorn and remain in my ears the whole day  .. Like an idiot, my heart cries slowly.  When tears fell because of the pain . I’d become upset with my heart for being so weak...

~The Story~

at that time, i thought that MY LOVE just for u. But after i know something, i get hurt from this. i'm become fool people if we continue our story. so, we must ended it. Now, it's over ! . I think that i'll be better if I LET YOU GO even thought there's A SOUND OF BROKEN HEART. I'm sure It's the best way for us and i swear i'm true to decide the problem like this.
Day by day i try to forget our memories. But wats wrong with me ? i'm become FOOL AGAIN about this. I see your SHADOWS everywhere that i go. Really, the deep of my heart, i SWEAR IT AGAIN MY LOVE is fading away for u.
Oh god !! Hopefully, i can erase everything about him.
and the last, i just want to say : please CLOSE YOUR EYES and feel HOW TO BREAK A HEART i'm !!!

~Kebahagiaan~

Betapa hatiku sangat bahagia
Melihat keluarga ini
Kembali berkumpul bersama
Tawa dan canda muncul
Kembali...
Senyumku pun mengambang
Kala melihat Keluargaku
Yang begitu harmonis
Ya Tuhan...
Semoga saat-saat seperti ini
Tidak akan pernah hilang lagi...

DENGARKAN CURHATKU tentang dirinya :

PERTEMUAN SINGKAT ini, menyebabkan aku tahu SEMUA TENTANGMU. Saat-saat aku BERSAMAMU aku seperti MANUSIA yang beruntung, karena kau mampu JADI APA YANG KU INGINKAN. Tapi, SEANDAINYA kau tahu, aku TAKUT untuk kembali mempunyai RASA INI. aku TAKUT dengan kenyataan kalau akhirnya kisah ini menjadi PERIH.

Dan yang aku takutkan selama ini menjadi kenyataan. Aku pikir aku tahu SEMUA TENTANGMU. Ternyata aku salah !!!. Setelah aku tahu itu, aku merasakan PERIH and my TEARS falling down becuase of you.

Saat itu, aku hanya bisa bicara dalam hati : SEANDAINYA aku belum tahu tentang hal ini, akankah aku terus BERSAMAMU ? akankah aku merasakan PERIH seperti saat ini ? apakah aku seperti MANUSIA yang beruntung selama aku mengenalmu ? is there any TEARS fall for you ?

Setelah aku tahu itu, maaf jika aku putuskan hubungan BERSAMAMU. Biarkan RASA INI terkubur dalam hati. Tinggalkan aku bersama KESEPIAN ini dan rasa PERIH yang kau berikan kepadaku.

Dear.. 
kita adalah RAJA dari pikiran kita sendiri. Oleh sebab itu, usahalah berpikiran yang positif dan dihindari dari pikiran yang negatif. Sebagai 'raja' yang baik, kita harus mampu untuk memilih respon positif meski di tengah lingkungan yang buruk!!!!. jangan pernah berkata' aku tidak layak', becita-citalah yang besar dan berpikirlah maju!!! "KITA TIDAK DICIPTAKAN UNTUK MENJADI KALAH, TAPI DICIPTAKAN UNTUK MEMBERI KEMENANGAN" :D